.caroline.

ok, wow, its been like forever!!!!

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 01:43:51 GMT

ok, so this the first time i have updated my live journal since like three months!!! so, everyone!!! comment, tell me whats going on, wow is everyones ninth and tenth grade year!!!!! well, i just felt like writing my feelings down and i didnt know where else to write them!!! so, here i go, i am so in love right now, its is the most wonderful thing and the hardest thing i have ever experienced!!!!!! the person takes up ur entire life!!! u spend every second thinking of them and they appear in ur dreams. just befor u see them, u are so eager to be with them, and when u are with them u are so happy. and there is always one song that always reminds u of them, and it is so hard to listen to cuz u cant stand thinking so much about them and not being able to see them or touch them. u would do anything for them, thinking about any other past relationships just discusts you. i wish everyone could be in love, cuz the world would be so much better, nobody would have time to be bad cuz they would be to buzy thinking about how much they love that other person!!! and i wish everbody could feel so good. but it isnt always love and happyness, when there is even the slightist hint that everything isnt perfect, ur life is turned completly upsidown!!!! but it is the best!!!!

my weekend!!!!!!

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 21:28:13 GMT

ok, so friday, i go to school, then after school, im with two friends and i asked my choir teacher to help we with this part im trying out for , for our show!!! im hope i get the part!!! then went to my friends boyfriends house which is like two blocks away from my school, with sophia and asia, and saw sara and her boyfriend there!!! he smoked us out and we were all wrestling on the floor faded off our asses!!!! then i went into his brotheres room and.... um im pretty sure u can guess what happened there!! then saw napolian dinomite faded!!! a lot funnier stoned !!! then went to sophia's house, and sleped over. that morning we have some old cherios and two shots of whisky chased with apple juice, each!!!! then went to mikes house, he is sooooo fucking fine!!!!!! then me, mikes sister, mike, and sophia went to pick up asia and then we drove to the beach!! on the way there, everyone in the car was taking shots of absenth!!! if u saw mulahn rough then its that green glowing stuff that made everone see that green farry!!! so we get to the beach and we go skinny dipping and omg, its so amazing when ur in the ocean!!!! ok, so then we go back to sophia's and my dad picks me up and bring me and beca to this vintage store in hollywood and bought beca a really cute skirt and me some new glasses!!!!!then went home and crashed!!!!!!!
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<3 carline!!

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 07:36:32 GMT

ok, guys, i dont care anymore, dont get me wrong, i love u all of u, but i just want to let everyone know that from now on, im gonna say and do exactly what i feel like, and if u dont like it well, u can shuv it, dont get me wrong again, i love u all, but i have just been doing everything everyone else wants me to do and im pretty much done with that shit, so, if i havent called u back, im sorry, im bad at that, and im just doing my own thing right now, ok!!!!!!!! so whatever

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 07:48:43 GMT

ok so i just fineshed Catcher in the Rye, it was pretty good, the main character in kinda pesamistic and digresses from him point a lot, but whatever. This quote made me laugh cuz it was sooooooo random!!!!!

"Thats the whole trouble. You can't ever finda place thats nice and peaceful, because there ain't any. You may think there is but once you get there, when you're not lookin, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under ur nose......."

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 03:11:39 GMT

ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god, please dont be mad at me, the second we hung up the phone my mother comes to me with the cell phone bill and............ well i think u know where this is going, so im grounded and i couldnt call u cuz ur number is in my phone, so please dont be mad at me. anyway, my mom is going to oregon and im going to miss her, but we can hang out while she is gone since she cant ground me when she is in oregon. please dont be mad and i really hope ur not at the mall right now looking for me, anyway dont be mad, pleaaaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeee....<3 U =69

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 02:31:45 GMT

ok guys, so school is over for me, oh god finally..... but im so upset, soooo many people graduated and since i was so shy last samester i just met a lot of them this samester and just when im getting close to them, they left.... bad times..... and like, im gonna be out of school for like 2 monthes and im not going to see any of my friends so much now, im really upset... i feel so far away from everyone, new friends and esecially my old friends....

Tue, 11 May 2004 02:39:10 GMT

i swear, i hate it when guys think they r the shit and they have ever girl wraped around their finger, and i hate the ones that are so cocky, god. they swear like they can get any girl they want. uuuugggggghhhhh, what ever, lonleyness is bliss........

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 03:00:51 GMT

omg, i got the cutest new shoes, omg, they look like ballerina shoes, and i also baught these tommy hillfigure sandals and they were only like 19 bucks, and another pair of like sandals with like these cute little gems or whatever on them, i love new shoes!!!!!!!

ohhh my fucking god, it was so fucking hot today!!!!!! holy shit@!!!!!!

eeeeeeeeee

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 06:43:04 GMT

omg, guess wat, fri was the first day in my life i ditched school and it could not have been more fun!!!!! ok so here is how it went, woke up (4:45 as usuall) took a semi-large bag instead of my backpack to fool my parents ;) took the magnet bus to hollywood as usuall, but i met my friends at mc donalds at 7:15 and we took the metro bus (also a first) for like an hour to the santa monica beach (YES the beach). we laid on the beach for like a couple of hours, and some other friends from school came and met us there, but they left and went to go see a movie, then we went to the local promanade and ate. we had to be careful about geting cought by the cops cuz they will give u a ticket if u look like ur a student. ok then we went and we walked up and down these streets and went into urban outfitters and layed on all the sofas and looked at all these weird sex book, walked around some more, then we went to hooters and got something to eat again, we went cuz my friend wanted to go cuz she will be working at the one that they r about to open near our school so she wanted to see what it was like, then we sat at the corner of some street and played guitar and sang emo songs and put out a hat and made a few bucks. then we went to tower records and bought some cd's, then we took the metro back to shcool in time for the best part of the day: after school rehersal for the next show and the Acters Gang. then Asia came home with me and we went to the cobalt and saw shot on sight, look what i did, and lao. and i met my friend teren there who is like so known by everone there so i met all these new people like Mike from shot on sight. then asia slept over and we went to wentdy's and got food. it was like the best day of my life
and i even have the after math worked out, since the school called cuz i was apsent, i made an excuse about a sub for 4th period that didnt take roll, and my friend is gonna fordge me a note so i can get back into class again!!!! yeah, so i had the best time in my life. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =>

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 00:10:28 GMT

omg, guess y i havent updated in like so long????????? come on guess!!!!!!! ok fine, i was in verginia!!!!!! yay verginia!!!! ok so guess what i did!!!! ok fine, ill just tell u. ok first day, i went to the beach, the board walk, and i did some shopping!!!! the next day went to some museum and walked around this old town that the cicil war took place in!!! the next day i went sailing and i sailed the boat by myself!!!! it was so much fun!!!! yeah, now im back to my normal life! oh well. ok so wanna hear a funny joke???? ok so
how do emo girls dake off their make-up every night???
with tears!!!!!
heheheheh

ok later

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 01:50:00 GMT

omg, ugggh, well, ummmmmmm, sssssoooooooooooo who is going to juinor prom!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!? i am i am i am i am i am i am!!!!!!!!! dude, guess what, i think im going to get a flat stomach cuz of my dance class. and u all made fun of me for taking a ballet class!!!!!!!!

"Romeo: Is love a tender thing? It is too rough, too rude, too boist'rous, and it pricks like thorns.

Mercutio: If love be rough with you, be rough with love; prick love for pricking, and you beat love down. Give me a case to put my visage in. A visor for a visor..."

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 02:17:13 GMT

omg, there were to many people at the cobalt yesterday. omg, i was so pissed, i was already late cuz i had to stay after school fri, and then there was traffic on the way back to the valley, and then i waited to get into the cobalt for like and hour, so that really sucked and i after all that, i didnt even get to see simply lost. sigh........ tear tear!!!!! oh well got a new trucker hat anyways. uggggh,

y am i always so tired, oh yeah, i wake up at 4 in the fucking morning, thats y!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 01:46:01 GMT

anyways, hey guys whats up??????? ok, so people get on my case for not writing im my lj, but uhhhh, i stoped cuz no one every commented, hint hint!!!!!! heheheheh okie dokie, well did anyone ever see romeo and juliet with leo decaprio. omg, watched some of it in english today, aaaaaaahhhhhhh, best love story ever, ugggh, i feel lonley, sighhhhh......... well just wanted to warn u, cuz im gonna be quoting shakspear a lot since we are reading it, uggggh, i love, love stories.

=(

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 22:47:09 GMT

Guess what everyone!!!!!?????? BEING GROUNDED SUCKS!!!!!!
u know what iv always wondered, y do people put what they did the day they updated their journal if their day want that interesting!!!?????? i mean, unless u did something interesting that day its not like anyone really cares that u got up went to school got home and went online!!!!! i have read so many entries that say exactly that, well in a nut shell, ehheeheheheheh ( in a nut shell is funny to say) heheheh. okie dokie!!!!

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 00:33:06 GMT

know when u first meet a person, and u think of them a certin way, lets just say (for conversation sake) that u idolized him, he was pure,and he cared about u so much, and he wished that he could take away all of my pain. then u really start to know them, and slowly ur perseption of him changes, u r still madly infatuated with them, but u know what they r capable of. then all of a sudden, u listen to a song, or see a picture, or have a dream, and u remember the feeling u use to have for them, of complete extasy when u see them or when they looked at u, ur legs couldnt hold u because he filled ur heart with only himself. but, know i know i will only have those feelings in my dreams and in my songs. all u want is to feel good again. all the love stories he tell u talk about best frieds falling in love, or first attration then love, what about knowing ur whole life u r in love with him, even befor u met him, then u meet him and u dont love him anymore. is it beter to never meet him and have the extasy of love?